There's this guy in my life.
He doesn't know me, but I believe I know him very well. All the way from his likes and dislikes to the size of his feet.
He has never seen me, but we meet regularly and every time we do, he shows me his most beautiful smile. One that I cannot resist and that I have to answer with a smile back to him.
He never said a word to me, but yet whenever he talks it's reassuring. His voice isn't pretty, nor really smooth or deep. It's rather shrill and high for a boy of his age, but yet I love to listen to it. Because no matter what he says, it calms me down and makes me think, clear my mind and start over again.
He's what I hold onto when life doesn't go as it should. He's the person that makes me wanna live my life till the fullest. Because I don't want to lose to him. He's everything I want and need, and yet he's nothing like it at all.
Yabu Kota is what I think, breath, see, hear and feel. He's my sunshine, my moonlight, my wish upon a falling star and I wish I could express what I feel about him without sounding like a total creep.
I know that my voice will never reach him, that there will never will be an 'us' while speaking about him, but I do want him to know that his voice reached me. It many many ways. It opened my heart to others, and towards a great fandom I'm gladly a part of.
That boy in my life, just made a great step in his own life. Being an adult, already 20 years old. I'm immensely proud on him, and everything he does. JUMP, drama's, stageplays...
PS. I KNOW I promised to translations. But my schedule isn't letting me. I'll finish Yabu's Duet tomorrow, and make sure the rest is done by this weekend. But I just need my time.